Official Mental Health Thread

[Frownland]

How to run a joke into the ground

[OccultHawk]

Originally Posted by elphenor

I find the thing I dread most is being home for the night after work

there sneaks in a hopeless claustrophobia where my mania comes to rest...I begin to feel a sickness wash over me and a sense of dread as if a fly in a spiderweb

when Im outside at night though there is the feeling that I could go anywhere...be anyone

tttt sometimes when I’m giving you **** for drugs and drinking and driving and unsafe sex a part of me is thinking yeah but that’s what he’s supposed to be doing when he’s young living ****ing life with fire and intensity

you’ll have time to dry out and mope around when you’re old... or you’ll die

I drove drunk and drugged up all the ****ing time in my teens and early twenties drunk one night stands no condom all that **** and I can’t even count or remember how many times I’ve been drugged and ****ed up on booze right to the cusp of death **** that was my favorite state of mind in that ****ed up to complete absurdity point

[OccultHawk]

Vandalizing **** is fun af

I did my craziest vandalizing romping around Japan. One time I lit an outside bulletin board with a bunch of political campaign posters on it on fire lol. Holy **** I could’ve done years.

[OccultHawk]

Originally Posted by elphenor

I could take a baseball bat to some windows is all

imagining it is almost sexual

On campus one time I threw a rock at a third story dorm room window and that mother ****ing thing shattered like a bomb hit it. I was dead sober too. Right around dusk. Just suddenly did it. Nobody saw me or if they did they didn’t say anything.

[Tristan_Geoff]

Originally Posted by elphenor

do you ever feel like the gates were shut on you from the start

like by something divine you were alienated...I can not remember a time where it was different

my very earliest memories are of rejection

When November Spawned a Monster in the shape of this child

Yup all the time. Feel like I’ve been selected to doom out my life in installments of one bad self-decision after the next.

[OccultHawk]

Originally Posted by elphenor

do you ever feel like the gates were shut on you from the start

like by something divine you were alienated...I can not remember a time where it was different

my very earliest memories are of rejection

When November Spawned a Monster in the shape of this child

No. That one ain’t me dude.

[Chula Vista]

Yup. Lots of mental health on display here.

Keep it up peeps!

[Key]

Originally Posted by Chula Vista

Yup. Lots of mental health on display here.

Good to know people are taking this thread seriously.

[Frownland]

Mental illness is a straight up knee slapper.

[Psy-Fi]

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