I do not think that is the case right now and you are being a dickhead.

You guys should do acid together.

I won’t do acid except in a perfect setting with someone I totally trust and has experience with the drug. Then maybe.

I used to be against doing acid because of how ****ed up my head is I was sure I'd have a bad trip.

Nope. I mean, I typically end up staring at a wall getting lost in an existential nightmare of self loathing and suicidal thoughts but I never really freaked out like I thought I would. It's cool when I'm not battling with my own head but I think I have too much baggage to truly enjoy the trip to it's fullest. I'm glad I've done it though.

Yeah no for exactly for what OH just said. But seriously if anyone thinks I'm trying to front on elph to sound better than him I quit college because I took my grandmother's money to take college classes and used sites to cheat on tests to make myself pass my classes cause I thought I'd be able to learn regardless but I couldn't but I still kept cheating cause classes were hard and I was ashamed of not being able to be a good student so I passed however I had to and once all that still fell around my ears I told my family I was done with school forever and never admitted what I'd done cause I was ashamed of wasting their money and they'll never know and now you know elph and I'm still worried about you and hope you'll chill the **** out.

Have either of you done acid before?

Yeah once. Not the kind of thing I'd ever do if I was feeling iffy on my mental health. That's an invitation for a mental breakdown.

Absolutely.

Batty got close.

Your obsession is because you're mentally unhealthy, though. So the primary issue is your mental health. If you'd take it seriously rather than searching for easy things to hide behind you wouldn't be here obsessing over something that will never truly be what you want it to be.