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What time of day do you take it? Do you take it with food?
Any regularity to the twitching (same general location, etc)? |
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The twitching is usually legs, arms and my head. It happens as I'm falling asleep and it can wake me up and be quite scary for a few seconds and then I calm down and realise what it was. It can be several little twitches but often one big one that sort of jolts my whole body. I need to make an appointment for the doctor in the week maybe I can bring it up then. I think its been increasing over the past couple of weeks. I've been noticing it more in that time. |
I have always been told to take it in the morning and not on an empty stomach. If I take it late in the day it keeps me up at night in the same way, I thought I had restless leg syndrome for awhile before I worked out the correlation. Might be something to consider.
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I figured it would be common sense to not take the muscle spasm pill right before you go to bed.
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The good news is, I found some inspiration for writing music.
The bad news is, **** bipolar disorder and PTSD and whatever else is wrong with my head. |
I think I'm misdiagnosed, lol.
Bipolar II and ADHD are the two big ones but I'm pretty sure I'm not bipolar and in fact have borderline personality disorder. Gonna see a psych about it soon; if it's true it'll explain a lot of my mood problems, and how they seem to stem from interpersonal difficulties rather than the other way around. Got into a relationship last semester that basically ruined my academics; fortunately I withdrew in time, but I was really depressed throughout, and we broke up right when the semester ended. In the case of BPD or whatever I have, it kinda hurts to find out that the way I give and receive love is fundamentally unhealthy. Probably don't wanna take on another relationship for at least a few years, while I get my **** sorted out. |
I feel like I'm beyond repair because my inability to treat my illness and muster up the courage to face my trauma makes me unfixable. Being a broken human makes me worthless to humanity, in fact my illness makes me a literal poison to the gene pool that should be cleansed from it before I infect it further by either procreating or projecting the same sickness that my father projected onto me.
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