rubber soul

I think there's a saying that youth is wasted on the young.

I spent fifteen years working at the cash register and, yes, it was basically to survive. I ended up giving up when I wasn't getting the payoff for sacrificing my life (something I may have preferred to do, a wife and family- women loved me but not enough to date me, more of a platonic thing basically). I took two cross country trips before I totally hit rock bottom and now my health's gone to pot. Death is something I'm actually looking forward to, especially since I'm seeing a bleaker future for the ones that have to live their entire lives yet.

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