Well, I just had a really terrifying experience last night involving being lied to about the amount of liquor in my mixed drinks, and wound up damn near drinking an entire fifth to myself. And I blacked out. I thought I just went to sleep, but apparently that was not the case. I sat outside, the drunkest I've been since I was a college kid who was just learning the hard way about alcohol and didn't understand limits, and played guitar barefoot in the cold.
I don't like not remembering things, and I don't like the way I feel the day after any drinking anymore. I really think I'm just going to stop drinking completely, because apparently things like this can happen, even if I think I've grown up and learned responsibility.
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It's a hand-me-down, the thoughts are broken
Perhaps they're better left unsung
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