They put me on the best meds ever. Absolutely everything feels beautiful now.
Every time I've been on antidepressants in the past, I've just been really bit
chy and down on the world. Waaaay worse then when I'm off of them. Off meds, I just can't really focus or control my thoughts.
Antidepressants exaggerated my problem because I'm not depressed. I've been depressed before and its really nothing like this. I found my old journal entires from when I was depressed and they're pretty much stream of conciousness bi
tching. I noticed that my thought patterns have changed drastically. I talked about how I didn't really care for anyone and never felt like socializing. I'm really social now. I don't feel that way anymore, don't think that way anymore. I'm not depressed. I don't really know whats wrong with me but they put me on Vyvanse, which is for ADHD and I feel so great....I feel like I can do anything.
The side effects have been pretty minimal too. Hyperactivity (on an ADHD med, go figure), no appetite, and overoptimism.