Fu
cking sleeping pills. Sigh. I think it's time I started doing something about it, I went through a box in 3 days (up to 50mg a day, which starts with 20 but then I think it's not working because it doesn't give me the same high it used to a few months back although I'm obviously already out of control coz I end up poppin' a few more and washing it down with alcohol to get some sort of buzz going...dumbass.

....then I step away from the computer and start falling around alike a fu
cking drunkard. Oh s
hit, I guess it
is working a little...

). I wonder how much you have to take to "accidentally" overdose. I totally see how people end up doing that...:\
So yeah, this is gonna be a bitch.