Ok, after a little research and some reading in the erowid vaults, I've come to the conclusion PCP still isn't worth it for me. From the sound of it, there have been people that have had good experiences with it. However, it didn't sound like anything I couldn't get from a really good salvia trip, plus the list of bad experiences was just way more frightening than the hope of a good one.
A lot of people start to freak, much like noise's experience, a lot of people just forget everything, and a lot of people feel invulnerable (to the point where gouging out their own eyes realistically crosses their minds). It also sounds like a chemical that stays with you because most people after trying it feel only a PCP high when doing other drugs (namely weed) even months later.
This officially is the most confusing drug to me. It is not physically addictive, yet people still become psychologically addicted to it. As Thrice pointed out, the people who take it regularly do not generally look like they are having a very good time on it, yet they keep coming back to it. Extended use causes major depression that a lot of people claim to never be able to get over.
All that is not even the big reason for me to not want to try it. Weed is my go to feel good drug. Anything else I take, I want to take it to explore my mind. Not many people had "world shattering" trips that gave them much insight to anything. Even the people with good trips liked it just because it "felt kinda cool" and maybe they had some minor hallucinations out of the corner of their eyes. To me, it really doesn't sound like it is worth it. Just let me rip some salvia instead.
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