I'd like to know your oppinion

Im russian.. so there can be any mistakes in it.
My break-ups go by turns - I’m crashed, I`m deep down;
And every time it’s like my heart is thrown out.
No hope… Sometimes I have no hope,
I don’t show all my fears - I keep them inside.
I look at you and think that you are… you are my
Real love… I think you're my real love.
But my real love has always different faces
And each of them leaves emptiness and helplessness
Behind itself.
I just wanna be with only one man
I just wanna find him, love him till the end of my days and be a part of his heart.
Men have kissed me, confessing their love
However, we’ve had to say good-bye. Haha Why does my love always die?!
My best friend, it's said, is in love with me,
They say it is clear by all (by all) his deeds,
But he… he is just my good friend.
Am I doing something wrong when I’m into you?
I am pretty enough for you to love me too?
Am I? I don’t wanna be sad.
But my real love has always different faces
And each of them leaves emptiness and helplessness
Behind itself.
I just wanna be with only one man
I just wanna find him, love him till the end of my days and be a part of his heart.
Men have kissed me, confessing their love
However, we’ve had to say good-bye. Haha Why does my love always die?!
If you say “I love you”, I shouldn’t wonder.
If you say “I miss you”. I shouldn’t wonder.
I just have only one immutable question -
“Why does my love always die”?