It's been a trying few days involving a really big piece of humble pie (maybe even the whole pie, God knows i need it). Nothing specific or life changing, just a general reminder that yes, I am 16, no, I'm not really all that smart, and yes (freebase dali) i should keep my big mouth shut when i dont know what im talking about, which is apparently most of the time. Perhaps i will go back to my old ways of listening and not speaking. emberess myself less. in fact, im fairly sure not a whole lot of people would even notice, they'd just get this general sense of "y is it so quiet? kinda nice" and move on with their lives. Why do I feel so old when i am oh so so young? is there some kind of pill i can take that will put me back into reality? apparently pretending reality doesn't apply to me is a big failure.
I hope you all enjoyed my little emo kid rant.
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"Not remotely! Because iocaine comes from Australia, as everyone knows. And Australia is entirely peopled with criminals. And criminals are used to having people not trust them as you are not trusted by me, so I can clearly not choose the wine in front of you."
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