1. My real name starts with an A.
2. I'm 18, male, and live with my mom right by the Mojave Desert.
3. I've had the same girlfriend without one break-up two years exactly on Sep. 5th
4. For our two year I got her full name tattooed on the right side of my chest.
5. I have my fair share of resentments, especially with my parents... and my girlfriends sadly.
6. I work an AA program and have been sober for nine months Aug. 17th
7. I was addicted to drugs for a short run, about four and a half years.
8. The best bands I knew seven months ago were Tool and The Mars Volta.
9. I was in OFL until two days ago. I would have graduated earlier, but I'm a self-labeled recovering perfectionist procrastinator.
10. I take ADD medication. I got it in rehab, so it's an SSRI, nothing to do with dopamine... or dope.
11. I don't buy this 'you have ADD crap' but I'm too scared to miss a day or ween off.
12. I've been tricked into going to the regular hospital twice.
13. Both times I went from the hospital into a mental hospital. About 3 years difference between the two. First time right before I was 12.
14. Also, they were right before March 8th, my birthday!
15. When I got to my latest psychiatrist, I argued my way into him erasing eleven diagnoses. It had been years since I had been to one.
16. I have a sister who is going to be a lawyer, she kicks ass. Total music-head too.
17. I believe being social is communicating openly. I think school is inherently anti-social. I think California is inherently anti-social.
18. I believe being stable means going into yourself, processing your crap, meeting who you are, and radiating more good then bad.
19. I'm a thinker, I've thought myself into terrible places. Looking back I needed to think again. Badly. Really badly.
20. I like to consider the actions that scare me most as options. I like breaking emotional walls and stretching limitations. I like insight.
21. Morals are a high priority, for my sake.
22. The snippet's of the world I've actually seen feel like a bratty twelve year old.
23. I like to dress in clothes that nobody can find or won't wear, so I shop mostly at thrift stores.
24. I smoke cigarettes, and I enjoy them thank you.
25. I think 25 is young, life is short, and more about music then college. Though I will go to college. Just might take a while, as I have a problem with taking money from my parents. I've been dependent enough my entire life thanks.
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