I know what you mean. When I was younger and not so eager to figure it all out I would have my spiritual moments. I would go to Church on Sunday and feel good about myself, I would write different types of music that I felt good about. I still write music I feel good about but it's different, it's not as "magical" as it was. Perhaps it's just being young and going through a phase? perhaps it's dissecting the very thing that can't be dissected and not allowing that spiritual channel to flow through as it did when you didn't think about it at all? to be honest even if it's all a crock of **** there is something very moving and uplifting about faith, religion and the morals that go along with it. Sometimes I wish I was still that kid that believed without questioning, simpler times.
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