I can kinda' understand what Christans mean and how they are so determined to believe despite all the evidence against them cause I've felt something too inside. It sounds lame but it's true some things just have to be felt. And for about a month I felt somethin' and I thought about it day in and day out wondering what it was. It's hard to explain I'm not even going to bother but after a while it just went away and so now I'm stuck here wondering was it god or just some kind of mind trick I've fallen in? Ever since then my music style has changed and I've pretty much been a completely different person I don't look at anything the way I did before. It doesn't sound like much on a post in a thread but it's extremely strange and now I feel even emptier than before cause no matter how hard I struggle to feel what I felt those days I just can't. I don't have big words and all this knowledge but if there is a god I don't think he thinks the way we do. Meaning we could think all day about it and never figure it out it's something you gotta' to feel. Although it's impossible for me not to think about it constantly
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