I could write a novel. But to sum it up, everyone I care about is either...: away frequently, ignoring me, sick of me, has left me because I've hit their last nerve when they just "needed some time" (how the **** am I supposed to know? I'm not a ****ing mind reader!) and has come out of that stage of "needing some time" and is currently being "normal" to everyone else and not speaking to me, even. Keep in mind, this is the same person who left me and let me be tortured for days on end, and curling up and dying some days afterwards when all he had to say was, "Leave me alone, let me be, no I won't say I love you back. No!" Through ****ing TEXT MESSAGING no less. The prick hadn't the deceny to even call. ****ing TEXT MESSAGES.
To top it off, my best friend's Dad is in the hospital and she is coming apart

. Bless her.
To put the icing on, everyone seems to be generally ignoring me. It's inhumane.