i know it sounds like im making excuses but im honestly not
seriously
you dont know how my life is
im not even technically allowed to date
my mom is super over protective
& thats an understatement
& i mean the reason i havent formally asked him out yet is because it would be rather pointless to do so if rare the occasion we would get to hang out & go places
he even said its pointless to like me if hes not gonna get to see me
dammit i NEED to talk to him
& hes not on