being alone emotionally, in a relationship that I've faught for.
being depressed to the point of hating and wanting to end my life.
having spiders attack me.
letting my dog run around on my street, then one day seeing her get hit by a car.
letting my cat out all the time, then one morning he just doens't come home.
being involed in a relationship for 10 years, and then never getting asked to be married.. then you break up over time and he finds someone new and in 3 or less years, is getting married to someone else.
finding out that life is harder then it actually seems, and it seems pretty ****ing hard from my view.
finding out my boyfriend cheated on me. catching them in the act.
loosing a baby; wanted or not.
In a deadly car accident with my boyfriend, and he's the one that dies. Living with that would kill me, or at least make me want to kill me.
realizing my whole life is a waste.
having kids, then to my dismay, they all die before me.
losing my sanity over a guy.
never getting married, never having kids.
thats it for now.
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