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Originally Posted by WWWP
I mean, any one of them really. If you hate your circumstances so much you'd end your life over them why not at least try to change them. See what happens. Just seems like a waste.
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I'm sure it'd help to escape an environment I hate but I'd rather not be alone in a new environment. I can't leave my bipolar disorder and trauma in Utah, that'll come with me and that's mostly my problem.
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Originally Posted by MarieMarie
You feel awkward about you post or MB's idiosyncratic way of dealing with it? If it's the former, don't feel bad. At least you don't own the mail  |
I'm just uncomfortable about it today. I guess the response just feels undeserved when I know I'm far from the only person here dealing with these same exact thoughts. Especially putting, what feels like, an unnecessary worry in people's hearts over something they have very little control over. I know I'd personally be devastated over a lot of people here if they died and now I put it out there that "Hey, if I stop showing up there's a high possibility that it was a suicide." Which, in it's self, is a triggering and depressing thought for people already dealing with it. I don't know, I guess I feel selfish.