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Originally Posted by The Batlord
To do what? To do ****ing what? This is my life. I don't fit in anywhere in any social structure I've ever been a part of and I can't bring myself to care anymore. Am I going to get a better job and be a middle-aged outcast who doesn't relate to anyone in a new place? Is that supposed to motivate me? I've been waiting till I was ready to kill myself since I was in middle school and I don't see a "change of scenery" making a whole lot of difference.
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I sorta relate to what yd is saying
I'm reluctant to comment given the history of this discussion between us
But i also think switching things up a bit is worth trying
That's not a guarantee you'll be happy on the other side of the transition. Just in my experience when I get in a rut either I make an impulsive decision that changes the scenery or eventually **** catches up to me and I'm forced to make one... And in either case it usually provides at least some insight and positive motivation to move forward.. Much more than doing the same old same old.