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Originally Posted by The Batlord
I ain't got no witty comeback. This is the longest I've ever held down a job and the same context of being around people I have no social connection with year after year just drives home deeper and deeper that I have no place in their society and can never be a part of any of their lives so all I do is just show up day after day for no reason than to collect a paycheck so I can buy stuff that will hopefully make me happy.
It's been like this my whole life. I'm always on the outside watching people have interactions that don't make sense to me and so I can only treat my interactions with them as a parody of their interactions but nobody gets the joke cause they're too deep in their lives to see how ridiculous they all look to me.
It's ****ing tiresome.
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This is why you should get out of your comfort zone and try finding something else. Even if it’s just applying to a different restaurant. A change of scenery can be a powerful thing