I'm really sorry to hear that you've lost your cat Trollheart.
I hope 2020 will be better for you.
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This is not a personal loss, so it's in a different category, but I wanted to mention that t.v. naturalist David Bellamy died yesterday. If you're too young to have seen him presenting one of his nature programs for kids, have a look at this short clip and you'll see within seconds why his unique style made him such a favourite:-
His unaffected enthusiasm appealed to both children and mimics (of whom there were many) and it's difficult to find his like today. RIP David.