Crazy Luv

They all question me/
Label me as a dark emo/
But if they only could see/
That I’m not that shallow/
Don’t worry mommy/
You’ll still have a daughter, in the morning/
Nothing will be of bother/
Wounds won’t be revealed, to the naked eyes/
Of the many observers/
You’ve tricked me somehow/
Into helping you steal, away my identity/
Now in result, I’m starting to see/
Blank emotionless eyes stare back at me/
When I look into the mirror/
Or when I look into your eyes/
When I ponder away by the river/
Or at that tower where I started to die/
I just wanna break free/
Have no care in the world/
I wanna forget about yesterday/
Think there’s no tomorrow/
I don’t wanna be/
I just wanna break free from me/

Break away from me, from this, from you/
From anything else that’s bringing me down/
I don’t wanna carry this burden anymore/
I’m not the parent, you are/
I’m not the one who opened my legs/
To anyone who just talked sweetly/
Why are you doing this to me/
Please god, don’t let this be my destiny/
There must be more than this/
Must be a way out for me/
What are you teaching me/
Smoke, drink, just have a party/
All damn day, everyday of my life/
Well sorry mom that ain’t the life for me/
I just wanna break free/
Your turn to take care of me/
Have no care in the world/
I wanna forget about other days/
Think there’s a better tomorrow/
I don’t wanna be/
I just wanna break free from me/

The doctor doesn’t know what/
He’s flapping on about/
The only thing those pills will do/
Is run out/
This may be the end for me/
And all I got to remember/
Is the pain, the sorrow, your vain/
I use to think I was/
Your precious, your all/
But then he came and took my place/
You did nothing but watched me fall/
And you just stood there too/
And watched him take advantage of me/
That’s worse than what he could ever do to me/
Betrayal is worse death to thee/
I just wanna break free/
Bring this forth to justice/
Have no care in the world/
I wanna forget about that day/
Believe there’s no tomorrow/
I don’t wanna be/
I just wanna break free from me/


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