Originally Posted by Exo

I have a lot of self hate stored away in my soul that likes to reach its decrepit fingers through its jail cell and stick cigarettes in my mouth. I know all the dangers and have seen all the commercials. I don't want to die like that. Nobody does. I however made lots of advancements in my personal life dealing with depression and self loathing and whatnot but the last remaining remnant of my previous struggles has been those death fingers sticking cigarettes in my mouth. I haven't enjoyed it for some time now. I used to actually enjoy the smoking. Now I don't. I'm very very tired of it so I think it's time to tell that darkness that lives in me that allows me to shorten my life to f*ck off.