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Originally Posted by MicShazam
One of the biggest mind ****s of being a human is routinely going back and forth between being scared of death and wishing for it.
I'm doing really good mentally this year, but I'm still sometimes thinking that's it would be kind of nice to just be done with it all for good.
Like you're intellectually aware that there's a lot of anguish to go with a little joy. At least in the larger scope of things, that's what it seems like.
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Good post
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Originally Posted by Frownland
I've never really been suicidal but I feel that way from time to time. Life's pretty exhausting and not doing that sounds pretty easy.
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Life gets more and more exhausting. You hit that half century and it’s like goddamn this one long ass crazy story.
I mean I know there’s no story arc but to me it feels sort of like I’m a character in a novel (probably by Tolstoy)
Very Bad Wizards did a show saying that some people are more inclined to the story arc version of themselves and others just accept the present as the only you that exists. I live like the latter but think like the former if that makes any sense.