Originally Posted by grindy

Still having this ****ed up obsessive **** circling in my head, but better than the last days.
Mood is also better but unable to eat anything.
Sustaining myself on banana-protein smoothies.
Talked to my girlfriend a bit and feeling genuinely good now and can't wait for her arrival tomorrow. She is incredible and always makes me so happy.
I hope that the worst is over for now.

Being uncharacteristically touchy-feely, but whatever. I need it right now.