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Originally Posted by Lucem Ferre
I hate people but I get emotionally attached really quick once I personally know someone. I don't like feeling alone and I'm realizing that that feeling isn't always literal. Has more to do with not feeling connected or welcomed or like I belong.
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I don't think people necessarily fix that. If you have trouble relating to people then that's probably just who you are and you're just going to have to live with that for the rest of your life. There comes a time when you have to come to terms with the fact that your personality flaws are just your personality.
I predict that eventually you'll reach a breaking point with your dickhead friends and cut them out of your life or you'll have a natural falling out and eventually realize that the lowkey misery of loneliness is preferable to the constant emotional highs and lows of dealing with unhealthy relationships. With luck you'll find people who accept you and aren't a toxic influence in life but even if you don't have those people it doesn't mean you should settle for bull****.