Actually, I spotted a mental health thread (they show relevant threads to guests for some reason).
https://www.musicbanter.com/lounge/6...th-thread.html
I think a mental health thread is a good idea. You have to be a little screwed up to want to spend time at a forum, any forum

I was diagnosed as borderline mentally retarded of all things when I was four (they'd probably say I was autistic now). Anyhow, hang in there, Lucem. I know there are people out there who are rooting for you