Life is really strange.
I'm usually a pretty calm guy and I've felt sort of almost satisfied with my unimpressive life situation for a year or so.
Then, today, I'm waking up, and I'm just feeling really angry for no reason. I want to throw things around and scream at the skies. I hate my life today. The funny thing is; nothing has changed since yesterday. So am I fooling myself when I feel happy, or am I being irrational today?
When I'm in this sort of mood, I always feel tempted to buy a load of booze and just drink my brains out. It's a slippery slope waiting to get started.
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