Originally Posted by wolverinewolfweiselpigeon

Blank, I tried and failed to off myself a few years ago, but ****ed it up and felt like a total dumbass afterward which just made my depression worse. I'm still suicidal af and I've accepted it will never go away, but it gets easier if you can cope with that realization. Also don't do it, but especially don't use that method, you'll likely just **** up your nerves and ****.