Week from hell.
(Received news of another family member being close to death. I haven't even seen her in years, but it was just.. Too much death for one month. Hopefully I can go see her in San Diego while she's still alive.
Drank a lot. Got sick, again, and naturally thought I was dying. It was merely a sinus infection, but that didn't stop me from panicking and spiraling.
In the midst of all this, I kept getting roped into exhausting and never-ending conversations with an ex in the name of "closure"-- most of my exes live here now, unfortunately-- who I had mistakenly thought was over me and moved on. Finally just threw my hands up and barricaded myself in my room in the dark and slept for a very, very long time. But I'm finally eating and sleeping like a normal human being again, so there's that.)
Everything's fine now, though. Mostly. Have an interview tomorrow at a preschool.
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