So, as I mentioned before, ever since I began sleeping in this bedroom I constantly have those false-awakening type dreams. (And I sleep horribly here in general. The knocking noises in the closet certainly don't help; I checked many times and there weren't any mice or anything) I wake up in the dream, I step out of bed and everything looks exactly as it should-- every last detail. After getting out of bed I usually begin walking around the room, interacting with some invisible being who I can only really hear in my mind. Sometimes, this being suddenly drains me of energy and makes my vision go black. Other times it's someone standing in my closet or bathroom doorway staring at me as I become sleepier and sleepier. Anyway, last night it was a different-- I woke up in the dream (it was still nighttime) and felt the urgent need to feed or give something to these ghost children who were all around me; I couldn't see them clearly but I felt them, and they were scurrying around me.
This isn't the first time I've dreamed of feeding orphaned dead children, so I have to wonder what it symbolizes.
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