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I've understood and accepted death for a long time.. When I was 18, I watched my dad suffer through 6 months of lung cancer before finally dying. I cried for about 3 minutes, and haven't shed a tear or thought much about it since. He talked to me about **** because he knew I understood these things and didn't treat him differently. I remember the day he finally lost his faith in beating it and he told me, "I don't think I'm going to make it threw the summer". I said something along the lines of trying to enjoy the time he had left.

I guess I'm dead inside, but death is a non-factor for the most part. I understand death is a part of life. Yes, it can be sad but life goes on, we all die, it's expected. The real bitch is losing people who aren't dead, that's when I have trouble dealing with loss. When the people you want in your life are still around, but too busy doing their own thing or you've had a falling out.

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