Right now I would very much like a muscle relaxer and a klonopin. Taking a muscle relaxer and then sleeping like a normal person is amazing.
I've tried xanax but I didn't feel anything.
I tried acid once, fully expecting and hoping for the whole ego-death extravaganza-- I want to meet and be killed by my shadow-self, goddammit-- but that did not happen. Instead, I locked myself in a hot car in New Orleans for hours (I couldn't figure out how door handles or air conditioning buttons worked) while listening to Tam Lin on repeat (which just led to me sobbing because I don't live in Ireland or Scotland) and reliving my worst childhood memories. Super fun.
I want to try mushrooms but have only ever been offered it at parties, so I declined because I'd rather try it in a quieter environment.
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