RoxyRollah

Not that its any of your business but when I made the jump from not believing and not drinking the kool aide to putting my name in the baptisim box at 24 years old it was very privately done and very hush hush. When they dunked me in the pool and brought me up I took a breath in and felt a weight come out of my body and my spirit has been ligther ever since so light I passed out in the parking lot.I dont go to churches because the word says man will always fail you.My beef is man not God. I've been soo low and literally shackled and handcuffed in a jail cell and called out to a God I didnt know to help me. And he ****ing did. And there aint **** you can say to me to change my mind or make me denounce him. God changed my life that day and the baptisim didnt take place till 9 months later. So I know what a personal relationship with the almighty can do. But Im a very radical Christian if you will I spent loads of time read Gnostic gospels, the bible, books about the stairway to enlightenment and Stephen Hawking as well as **** like hyperspace. So I personally believe God shows himself in the form the human will accept. Something they understand.If you were a deity why would confine yourself to be worshipped in one way and one way only. Those ideas are heretical in and of themselves. I also dont think Id be gifted with tarot abilities and herb knowledge if I wasn't supposed to have it. But as far as the bible is concerned Ecclesiastes , Ephesians, Corinthians, changed my life. To everything turn turn baby.

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