Damn, I'm not sure. Here, try these.
This one has that hopelessness, over type of feeling, then it gets bigger and bigger, which makes you feel like there is hope, and you want to keep fighting... :P
This one has no lyrics, but depending on how you look at the song, it can make you feel hopeless, sad etc... or happy, with hope for a brighter future.
(Very different song from the first one)