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Based on your explanation it doesn't sound like he was attempting suicide. Sounds like he wanted to know what it felt like with no intention of going threw with it at that point. If I'm wrong than yes you were within your rights, but I still don't agree, or believe you should have those rights.

Edit: I don't feel like going back and reading the story again so if I'm wrong ignore the first two sentences.

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