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Originally Posted by Exo_
Take a look at what I wrote again. I said I wouldn't have anything to do with him if he didn't try to get off the drugs. I lived with my brother for three years. Three years of "I don't have a problem. I'm not on drugs. All of you can kiss my ass. I didn't steal your money. Hey, can I have twenty bucks? No? WELL F*CK YOU. I'm not on drugs."
Yeah, I'm done with that sh*t. It affected my depression to the point of having suicidal thoughts. My father is still chronically depressed because of it. I had to lock my bedroom when I went to take a piss. I had to hide my checkbook, wallet, valuable possessions, and my car keys. I'm never doing that again, ever. I made a promise to myself.
If my friend admits he has a problem and wants help, I'll drive him to f*cking rehab if I have to. I don't just abandon my friends. I abandon toxic poison because my life is too short to have it ruined by selfish drug addicts who can't admit they have a problem because of their pride or need to get high.
By the way, I'm not offended. I just need to be REAL clear that i'm not somebody that just abandons their friends and family. I'll toss your ass to the curb if all I see in you is a cancer.
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Exo I dealt with the same dilemma, brothers taking all my money, all my moms jewelry, our little sisters babysitting money. He'd pawn my bass guitar and get it back for me 2 months later only to take it again within a week to pawn. All I'm trying to say is people who have this disease will lie and cheat and steal to get a high. It's horrible, we did everything we could to convince him to stop and start to give a s
hit again, but it was too late. And persistence couldn't quite help us out in our situation, but that's not to say you can't make a difference in your friend/brother (not so sure who it is) because the moment you see the person dead in a hospital bed you're gonna wish you did more. Especially if this person means something to you. It won't be easy, but if you aided in helping someone come back to reality and get clean, I'm sure that feeling would be rewarding. Don't give up hope friend.