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Originally Posted by RoxyRollah
So, you know how dear you are to me right? I love every thing about you, even your drunken nuances but, what are you doing? Honestly, what are you doing to yourself. I hate to see you like this. Stop drinking before work and passing out in children's playgrounds with your dick out, or whatever you told The Batlord, Sansa and myself.
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I was drunk and wrote a sexually explicit message on a wall near a preschool. Then I got drunk and wrote kill gender, wrong body, and no rape around a playground. I talked to some street kid about it and apparently people who've seen my tag think I'm a pedophile or a gay prostitute. Whatever.
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There is nothing wrong with trying to meet someone bro, I want you to be happy, but uh, some days you have a hard time tying your shoes. Not trying to be a dick, but I think once you've got it together at least a tiny bit your meeting someone might just be that much easier. I mean you can meet someone in the state you are in sure, but do you really want to date someone as fragmented as you are. I just see such a destructive relationship if it's born out of misery loves company. I only know cause I've been there. Spend some time getting to know yourself, most days you wake up and have no clue who you are. And I mean that.
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I know these things. It's why I have low self esteem among other reasons. But I'm gucking lonely. And i know ill just hurt anyone I end up being taken in by. It's really not a great feeling.
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PUT YOUR MONEY WHERE MOUTH IS, and seek out that doctor. Take some fucking pride in yourself, and being alive. You were blessed as **** to be born here, and have the issues you are having. I don't know a single person that doesn't have issues that strike them to the core, but why you are letting yours cripple you I'll never understand. You do the drug brother, don't let the drug do you.
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It's what I know and feel most at home with. Things will look up for a while but ill get bored or insecure or something will upset me and ill be back in my favorite ways.
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nd MB has really gotten weak. But nobody wanted to listen to my ideas on how to ****ing fix that. Said I was mean and a snob n ****. No motha****
Now I love just about everything you play for me in plug so wtf are you talking about nobody likes your ****. Lately we have had a rash of people that think the 60s is the the greatest ****ing thing since sliced bread, and that is wonderful, I ****ing love 60's ****. I adore it but dude, branch out and learn some other ****, that's part of the reason I won't really plug to much , that or it's death metal hour.... REALLY IS ALL THAT ****IN SCREAMING NECESSARY!? [I]LIKE ALL THE TIME.
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I'm trying, hip hop has been interesting me.. Punk doesn't make sense anymore unless its fake and poppy. I've been focusing more on visual art so that's taken the bulk of my interests time.
Also don't have your number anymore. New phone, guess what happened lmao