This is because I kicked you, isn't it?

Well, welcome and let's see what you can do. I would take Ki's advice seriously though and try to improve your English. People may read your journal initially for novelty/fun value but if (if) you want to be taken seriously we have to be able to understand what you're saying.
Still, a brave move and I applaud it...
That's one small step for Journaltown, one giant leap for Norg...