I didn't at the time. I do now though. My family don't know about most of that stuff. **** like this has been going on for years now, I couldn't even tell you what kind of things happened before then. But when they found out what they do know they kinda clued in that no, I wasn't just trying to get attention. I was sick in the head. Kinda sucks that it had to escalate that far for them to realize it but oh well. They've become much more supportive since then. I've still gone off the hinges a couple times but knowing that they are there and I'm not worthless to them has helped bring me back around.
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I spit bullets in my feet
Every time I speak
So I write instead
And still people want me dead
~msc
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