Today I feel really depressed. I feel fat, ugly and worthless. I feel like I've lost my spark and have a whole lot of work to get back to what I was before. I feel like my self esteem has gone down to -1. What the **** happened to me? I've been 90% secure for years and years, since I turned 16. I think I've neglected myself in more ways than one. I've let things get on top of me.
This was hard for me to admit. But it's not because I've been called a tranny if you're wondering. That doesn't worry me because I like my make up.