Every single day I fantasize about a certain someone. I haven't gotten a hardon without her image in my mind since I've known what she looks like.
I fantasize about tearing her clothes off like an animal
Throwing and pinning her against the wall by her hips
dropping to my knees and burying my face in her crotch
devouring her from the inside out while I suffocate between her thighs
and she melts in my mouth
I wanna fvck her till every orifice chafes and blisters
All I think about is what it would be like to watch her cvm.
I picked up smoking to feel closer to her
I am
Obsessed
and
Mentally Ill.
I've had way too much to drink.
Seeking treatment on the morrow, perhaps deranged to the point of psychopathy.
I picked up smoking just to feel when I put the cigs out on my palms and the tops of my hands.
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I spit bullets in my feet
Every time I speak
So I write instead
And still people want me dead
~msc
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