I find all the people complicated, but I must admit I understand women a slightly better. If I do at all. But what I wish the most is that I would understand myself.
And the problem being in love with men is just that it is hard to realize that you are sexually affected by both genders. It's just confusing, but I don't really care. I'm too shy and troubled for stable relationships anyway. I don't wanna spoil anyone's life no no more. I have already spoiled my own anyway so it would be better just get out of here. But I don't know.
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