didn't exactly help that public school decided it was a terrific idea to have an entire week where we all gathered into the auditorium to watch slides of bodies hanging out of cars and other grotesque shit, or that within the same year of almost getting myself killed my grandpa showed up on our goddamn doorstep in a drunken rage but yeah I guess that's part of it too. I have a pretty long-running hatred of drunk drivers/people who just generally shouldn't be driving at all.