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jackhammer · 09-24-2013, 08:45 PM

I actually sat for a long while last week and pondered suicide. It wasn't a plea for anything or a cry for help. I just didn't want to worry about anything or be culpable for anything anymore and just wanted to go away and not be anywhere anymore.

I am responsible for things though and had to drag myself out of that state of mind but I do have 2 teenage sons who should really be giving me something back emotionally or maybe I am just hoping for too much.

09-24-2013, 08:45 PM	#686 (permalink)
jackhammer Ba and Be. Join Date: May 2007 Location: This Is England Posts: 17,331	I actually sat for a long while last week and pondered suicide. It wasn't a plea for anything or a cry for help. I just didn't want to worry about anything or be culpable for anything anymore and just wanted to go away and not be anywhere anymore. I am responsible for things though and had to drag myself out of that state of mind but I do have 2 teenage sons who should really be giving me something back emotionally or maybe I am just hoping for too much. __________________ It be my music and film collection. “A cynic by experience, a romantic by inclination and now a hero by necessity.”