i dont like feelin like im the only one givin a **** if the other person is having a good time. with this girl ive been casually seeing i wanna just yell at her ACT LIKE YOU ****IN CARE WHEN BLOWING ME cause its just the same rhythym and head bobbin over and over. and i try to direct her and its like a damn chore and she will only listen for like 2 seconds. i like eating her and i know what im doing but she sits there and im not even close to gettin off so i start closin my eyes and thinkin about other girls blowing me to try and get off. i just want her to lick my balls or ass or say somethin dirty or just seem enthusiastic. pretend i dont even care.
and then im like ok why am i even bothering with her but then i think.....is bad pizza still good pizza?? i dont know.
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