I have yet to listen to every song there. But I wanted to comment on something. I was also born a 'weirdo'. I know we criticize ourselves with these labels. But seriously I was always alienated from everyone else just for being who I am. I could do nothing to change the person I was. And it depressed me over the long run because I started to believe what everyone else believed. That something was wrong with me (just for the sake of being me and no other reason). I started to hate myself and feel like life was not worth living. Or that if life was worth living I'd never have anything to offer it and I'd never be accepted.
I won't patronize you and say 'hang in there champ'.
But I will say to you that while I may not understand everything going on in your life (because it's your life and not mine)...there are many of us out here that feel similar or the same.
So.....thanks for the music weirdo.
I mean buddy...pal......weirdo....(damn I said it again)....
Now I'll listen to the songs!
And oh I also distract myself with writing and other things that people would consider 'weird'. I love RPGs and games. I like making up my own games. I've been revisiting the idea of M.U.D.s or text based only games.
You know...pick your name, race, gender, profession...
So I escape too when I can, just like you
