Incidentally, two things: one, I don't get your "sob story". So you have a game you're working on that you can't get perfected. Ok. Why is that a sob story? I have had a lot of things I've been working on that didn't come to fruition but I wouldn't post a thread about them looking for sympathy. I mean, sure it's bad and I'm sympathetic but you know, that's life? Why is this worthy of its own thread and why could you not just put it in the Bitch Box as you said?
TBH when I read your introduction I was expecting some deep, personal story that would tug at the heartstrings, but really, without meaning to be nasty, get over yourself ffs. Life ain't easy and you have to work at things. Should we all be sorry that your project isn't working out? Lordy. Grow up willya?
Oh, and two, you don't need lots of posts to open a journal; just go to the section, make your thread and once it's approved you'll be on your way. Get in quickly enough and you may be included in tonight's Journal Update Thread....