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Originally Posted by The Batlord
Probably the most depressed I ever was was when the idea of oblivion after death finally hit me. I was in high school and for a few weeks I was inconsolable. My emotions were shot and just gone. All I could think about was my own looming death. I actually think it was a lot like the grieving process, except I was grieving for my own death. I sorta got over that, but I've never been able to really accept death. Still scares the **** outta me just a much as it did then, the wound is just scabbed over now.
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I had an episode a bit like that, lasted for two days. I felt removed from it all and went along bewildered that everyone was just going on when it was all pointless because we would all cease to exist. Not in a poetic/emotional/controversial way. Just as an absolute depressing fact that no one seemed to acknowledge. I was...16 at the time.
But it passed, got over it and life carries on!