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Originally Posted by Face
I'm in the same boat as you fluffy when it comes to getting to sleep. If I'm not tried and I'm lying there in the dark I'll just start thinking about things, and inevitably death will comes up sooner or later. Comes up far more often if there's not much is going on in general. There was a period where it cropped up almost every night, a combination of factors at the time I think.
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Probably the most depressed I ever was was when the idea of oblivion after death finally hit me. I was in high school and for a few weeks I was inconsolable. My emotions were shot and just gone. All I could think about was my own looming death. I actually think it was a lot like the grieving process, except I was grieving for my own death. I sorta got over that, but I've never been able to really accept death. Still scares the **** outta me just a much as it did then, the wound is just scabbed over now.