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Originally Posted by wolverinewolfweiselpigeon
My most recent breakdown/attempt was this past October, and it ended very dramatically but positively. I'm in therapy now and it's something I work on healing from every day.
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Oh, ****! I almost forgot about your post. Is this the first you're mentioning it on here? If you're willing to talk about something that must still be so fresh then I guess it means that you're "on you way," ya know. Well, all the best, dude. Sorry, but I'm not that good at heart felt stuff.
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Originally Posted by Engine
Interestingly, although I've always been a little depressed, I never thought that life was just totally useless until I was older. When I was suicidal, I was very lonely and directionless.
The feelings went away because I became less depressed for some reason. No specific reason, just a "time heals all wounds" kind of thing. More specifically, I think I had to become used to the fact that I had nobody to depend on and no safety net. That became liberating eventually and once I accepted it, the suicidal thoughts stopped.
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I'm the total opposite. The older I get the more I believe that I'm just not capable to deal with the world. I've sort of had this fatalistic view for a good while now that I would either end up homeless or with a gun in my mouth. I've sort of internalized it to the point that it's just a part of me now.